Tsuioku

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Here's the sequel to 'Dreams'!! BTW, tsuioku means recollection or remembrance. In my research of the fall equinox I found that the Celts celebrate the harvest season, which to them is a celebrations of life and death and therefore the cycles of life. This story takes place one year after whenever 'Dreams' took place and it's SasuNaru's one year anniversary...and that's the cheesy reason for naming this fic 'Tsuioku.' One more thing, I divided this fic in half. The first half doesn't have any lemon content and you can just stop without being left hanging mid-fic. However, if you want to see some semi-NC lemon, angst, and Sasuke going Orochi then hop on over to part 2, but you have to read part one for it since it's a continuation. I did this just in case ppl didn't want to read or like reading lemons and just wanted some waffy shounen ai. Oh yeah 'Tsuioku' is also the title for this super cool Move song!! Well enjoy and c & c !!

~~~ Mochi-chu ^^

Tsuioku: Part I

September 21st, first day of fall. The harvest was done and the heat had already given way to cooler temperatures.

"Finally done!! That mission was too easy! But all the better I can't wait until tonight!"

"What's tonight?"

"Idiot! Even I know what's tonight!"

"Yeah Sasuke-kun! What planet have you been on lately?!" Pausing and grinning slyly, Sakura continued. "Could it be Planet Naruto? Hmmm?"

Fighting hard to control his blush, Sasuke made an irritated sound. "Whatever. What's tonight anyway?"

"Pft...I give up! Tonight is the harvest festival!! Leaf Country's festivals are known around the world! How could you forget?!"

"Whatever."

"Well I'm outta here!"

"Hey! Where are you going? Aren't you going to come to the festival with Sasuke-kun and me?!"

"Nope! Iruka-sensei and I made plans for tonight!"

"Don't worry Naruto! Sakura and I'll keep Sasuke-kun from going nuts from jealousy as long as you don't mind sharing him with us!" Coming up from behind, Ino latched onto Sasuke's left arm.

"I don't mind Ino! Iruka-sensei and I'll stop by the festival so maybe we'll see each other!"

"Ok! Let's go Sakura!"

"Wait!! Who said I was even going to the festival?!"

"Actually Sasuke, a better question would be who said you even had a choice!"

"Naruto, you bastard!!"

"Don't worry Sasuke! You'll have lots of fun! Besides I know better than to get between women and the object of their affections! Ja!!"

"Na Sakura, when did Naruto, get so smart?"

"A question better saved for a later time! We have to get Sasuke-kun ready!"

Held in the death grips of the two female ninjas, Sasuke limply walked to his doom, while in his mind coming up with creative ways to torture his love.

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Sasuke should be coming home soon. It'll be midnight in a few minutes. I asked Ino and Sakura to keep Sasuke busy until then. He'll probably want to kill me in the first couple of seconds, but I'm sure I can persuade him not to. Besides it's not like I lied to him about Iruka-sensei. The harvest festival is in honor of life and death and to give thanks. Everyone spends today with people important to them, just like Iruka-sensei and me. Except this year I have another person...someone more precious to me than life itself. The best part is that in a couple minutes it'll be tomorrow and tomorrow is my one year anniversary with him.

It took me forever to get Sasuke to tell me about the dream, which caused him to confess he cared. Of course he didn't give me any details, but the way he was blushing I have to guess it was extremely steamy! But what he told me was enough.

That's the front door...looks like it's finally show time!

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I've decided two things tonight: women are clingy and Naruto will die. But the latter will have to wait until morning. I am beyond tired.

Only two more doors and I can have peace.

There's a light coming from under my bedroom door and all I have is a kunai! Shit! And I made so much noise coming in, whoever is in there probably knows that I'm back...no surprise. Double shit!! Only one choice...

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Kicking the door in, Sasuke entered and charged the intruder who waited in plain site. At the sudden sound of the door he had turned around. All the better. Sasuke grabbed his opponent by the throat and raised his kunai to deal a devastating blow, when their eyes met.

Eyes. No one had eyes like him. Wide and the crisp clear blue of a cloudless winter sky; flecks of violet embedded in their depths. "Naruto?" Voice cracking on the last syllable.

Giving a watery smile Naruto nodded, raising his hands to hold the wrist of the hand, still wrapped around his throat, causing it to let go. "I had thought you'd want to kill me for leaving you with Sakura-chan and Ino. But I didn't expect you to be this serious about it."

It finally dawn on Sasuke that he had almost killed the other boy and he hadn't even tried to defend himself from the attack. The kunai still held in his numb fingers fell to the floor as Sasuke wrapped both arms around his smaller companion; trapping the other securely against him.

"Sasuke? Daijabou ka?"

Sasuke couldn't help but laugh at the irony of the question. "You're asking me? I'm the one who almost killed you! Why didn't you move or defend yourself. I could've killed you!"

"Yeah but you didn't!"

"I could've."

"You wouldn't."

"Idiot."

"Probably." He grinned with good humor.

"What are you doing here anyway?"

"Have you forgotten what today is?"

"Today?"

"Sasuke, are you senile or something?! Yes today! Do you remember what today is?"

"Friday?"

/He's laughing. Did I say something funny? Today's Friday, isn't it? It's after 12./

"Baka! For your information, today is the 22nd of September...our one year anniversary. I can't believe you forgot."

"I didn't forget!"

"Sure."

"I didn't!!.....But is that why you are here?"

"Yup."

"You came here at this time of the night to say happy anniversary?"

"Sort of."

"Then....why exactly?"

Pulling away, Naruto stood facing Sasuke. "I wanted everything to be perfect, but there wasn't a crescent moon tonight."

"I don't understand."

Bringing his hands together to form a seal, Naruto performed a simple jutsu lighting dozens of candles, setting the room aglow with their soft light. Finally being able to see the other, Sasuke could not help but gasp.

"Do you like it?"

Nodding dumbly, Sasuke continued to survey the other boy. Dressed in a small deep red tank top that ended just above his navel and hunter green shorts, which were too short and too tight to be anything but provocative, to Sasuke, Naruto was the most enticing little morsel he had ever seen.

Finally finding his voice, Sasuke asked the apparent. "Is this why you had been so hell bent on knowing about that dream?"

Smiling happily at receiving the effect he had wanted, Naruto nodded. "Yup! Happy 1st Anniversary!!"

"Happy 1st Anniversary." Whispering the wish, Sasuke leaned forward and lightly kissed the other boy's lips before pulling him into a tight hug.

Okie that's all for this part.....the ending is kinda abrupt.....but this was the best place to cut it off. Part two is right below, after the intermission piccies, so if you don't mind random angst, super uke-fied Naruto, a lemon, and a completely OOC Sasuke go down!!! However, if you do then please c & c for this part and either press the back button or the link below!! Thankies!!


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Na, don't you just love the piccies above? I had to use two piccies or else the space wouldn't be large enough. I just love the second piccy though....can't tell you the doujinshi from which it's from cause the title is in Jp...but part of the doujinshi cover is in the Network section under Layout....the art is really beautiful!! So if you can....go get it!! Anyhoo, this is my second lemon...as if you didn't know....I practically wrote it all over this site! It's kinda non-con, which you should also know if you read my blog/updates page and there's a hissing Sasuke....I just realized....Orochimaru is a snake and Sasuke hissed....I should change it but the pun is just too funny for me! ^^;;;;;; Okie don't forget to c & c!!

~~~ Mochi-chu ^^

Tsuioku: Part II

"Naruto, did I mention you were an idiot?" Sasuke whispered as a placed a gentle kiss behind Naruto's ear.

"Not in the past minute or so!"

"I thought so...you are idiot, but thank you."

"So I really look ok?"

Sasuke chuckled. "Let's just say that I thank God that you don't dress like this everyday."

"Well, then maybe I should."

"If you value your life, then maybe you shouldn't."

"Meanie."

"Whatever."

"I never thought you to be so possessive."

"I'm also liable to get extremely jealous."

"Reeeeeally? Hmmmm, then maybe I *should* dress like this everyday."

"Fine, but if a trail of bodies start to follow you, then it's on your head not mine!"

Naruto snickered. "Sasuke, I think you are overestimating my appearances a bit ne?"

"No."

"I think yes."

"Have you even looked at yourself in the mirror?"

"Yeah, so what?"

"Baka. I guess the effect is nonexistent on you, but if what you are wearing doesn't just scream 'molest me' then whoever is looking at you is probably dead!"

"Oh." Trying to contain his grin, Naruto looked up at Sasuke. "So, is this making you want me too?"

Chocking on an intake of air and saliva, Sasuke blushed brightly. "Wha-what?! That's besides the point!!"

Fully grinning, Naruto spoke. "Of course it isn't!"

Releasing Naruto, Sasuke walked towards the door, putting in as much distance between the two of them as possible, before he lost control. "No it isn't, you little minx. Now, it's late and we both need sleep. You can have the bed. Oyasumi."

As Sasuke reached for the doorknob two arms tightly wrapped themselves around him, one circling his waist and the other his chest, stopping right above his heart. "Please.....stay."

Sighing, Sasuke bowed his head, bring up the hand above his chest and kissing the palm gently. "Naruto you don't know what you are asking for."

Keeping his arms tightly wrapped around the other boy, Naruto moved in between Sasuke and the door, and looked deeply into the other's eyes. "If I didn't know what I was asking for, then I wouldn't be here. I /want/ this Sasuke....I want /you/...but I guess you don't want me."

Pulling away from the dark haired boy, Naruto moved back. "Nevermind, maybe I don't know what I'm talking about. This was stupid." Cupping Sasuke's cheeks, Naruto leaned in to place a small chaste kiss on the other's lips. "I'll see you tomorrow ne?"

Sudden anger burst forth within Sasuke. Not want him? Did he think this was some sort of game to toy with his feelings. Relinquishing his control to the anger, Sasuke let his darker side take over. As the tribal marks of the curse seal began covering the surface of his body, Sasuke grabbed onto Naruto's wrist, pulling him to the nearby bed and ruthlessly flinging him atop it.

"Sasuke? Wha-what are you doing?" Fear evident in his eyes and voice, Naruto tried to sit up, but was gently pushed down, hands held captive within Sasuke's and his lips claimed in a passionate kiss.

Finally, as the need for air ended the kiss, Naruto broke the silence. "You scared me there for a sec. But I'm sorry. I went too far. But you know what a big mouth I am. And I'm stubborn and..and...I'm just really, really sorry. But, do....do you think that....that it'd be alright if we slept together?" Realizing the contradiction, Naruto blushed brightly. "Wha-what I mean is that we sleep...I mean not sleep sleep, but sleep like just hold each other and sleep."

Smiling slightly Sasuke spoke. "We could do that."

"Honto ni?"

"Mmmm. But tonight I would rather do more than just hold you." Saying so Sasuke stood and began to undress himself.

"What...!" As Naruto tried to reach for Sasuke, he finally noticed he couldn't move his arms. Looking up he saw his wrists tied with a simple handkerchief, radiating with chakra, to the bedpost.

Naruto struggled against the flimsy cloth, but it would not budge. "Sasuke!! What have you done?! Let go of me!"

Undoing the tie of his pants, Sasuke slowly slipped it off along with his underwear. "A good hunter doesn't let captured prey escape."

"Na-nani?! What are you talking about?! Sasuke come on, that's the curse seal talking! Snap out of it!"

Climbing into the bed, Sasuke forced the smaller boy's legs apart, laying down between them while resting his head on the stomach.

Tears of panic and fear formed in Naruto's eyes and slid down in a steady stream down his cheeks. "Sasuke...please..."

Ignoring the plea, Sasuke lifted the thin material of the tank top to reveal the boy's navel. "Do you know what you do to me?" Sasuke placed a small kiss in the center of the seal. "You don't even realize it or maybe you do." Biting down, drawing a cry of surprise. "Torturing me...day, night, in my dreams." Delving his tongue into the crevice, causing a shudder to pass through the body below. "Letting me see but not letting me touch." Sucking hard on the tender flesh, leaving a reddening bruise, Sasuke paused, looking up into twin pools of blue and smiled. "I forgive you though. I won't hurt you. I'll give you what you want."

Finally finding his voice, Naruto tried once more. "Sasuke...let go..."

Suddenly rising up to face Naruto, Sasuke's face was a cloud of anger. "NO!!" Immediately calming at the expression of alarm on the other's face, Sasuke tried again. "No. I can't let you go, not when I finally have you. I've wanted you for so long. But I couldn't let myself...no...he wouldn't let me out....he wouldn't let us have you. Don't worry Naruto-chan I told you I wouldn't hurt you. I'll make you love all of this! I promise." Breathing the last syllables against Naruto's tightly sealed lips, Sasuke immediately followed to cover them, prying them apart, and tasting the secrets they hid. Slowly breaking the fiery kiss, Sasuke smiled down at his captive prey. "I think now you are ready for me to really taste you."

"What?" Realization dawned as he felt the other boy gently cup him through the fabric of the shorts. "Sasuke! No! Please!! I don't want this."

Holding the struggling boy down by his hip, Sasuke lowered his face to inhale the musky scent, before quickly undoing the shorts and pulling out Naruto's semi-erect member, causing the other boy to still. "Kirei. All of you...beautiful."

Fully divesting Naruto of his shorts and underwear, Sasuke kissed the tip before running his tongue along the shaft, kissing, licking, grazing the velvety flesh with hints of teeth, causing the other to moan as his length rapidly hardened, dulling his resolve to struggle.

Finally, Sasuke took the head into his mouth, placing his forearm across Naruto's hip to hold him down as he pleasured him. Dipping his tongue into the slit, Sasuke tasted the salty liquid, which had gathered there causing a shiver to ripple through the blond haired boy.

Lapping at the weeping erection, Sasuke slowly reached up his right arm, slipping in three of his fingers into Naruto's mouth, wetting them in promise of more pleasure to come. Going back to the tip, Sasuke nibbled at the peak, before suddenly engulfing Naruto's stiff length into his mouth, ripping a muffled scream from the boy's throat.

This wasn't the real Sasuke, but then it was. He hadn't wanted their first time to be this way, but everything that the other did felt so good! Every single touch sent fire running though him, all centering around his groin, where Sasuke was....Naruto felt like hitting the boy. Damn him for tying him down. He was helpless and all he wanted to do was touch the dark haired beauty; all he was allowed was to touch the fingers in his mouth, when suddenly they were removed, along with the delicious pressure and warmth around his length.

A sob of frustration escaped Naruto as he thrashed his head, trying to raise his hips, in hopes of any sort of friction to bring him to completion.

Sasuke fiercely pressed his lips against Naruto's, pushing his tongue into the eager mouth, silencing him. Reaching down, Sasuke gently cupped Naruto's sensitive scrotum, before probing below, rubbing his wet forefinger along the small puckered ring of muscle. Naruto froze, whimpering in panic as Sasuke slowly pressed in the tip of his finger. Prepared for this reaction, Sasuke pressed his throbbing erection against Naruto, allowing himself some pleasure as well as causing his lover to lurch his newly freed hips forward, impaling himself upon Sasuke's finger.

Continuing to grind their lengths together, Sasuke removed his finger and reinserted two, curling and stretching the tight virgin passage for his girth. Naruto was mewling, he couldn't help it. It hurt a little, but it felt so good all at the same time. But it faded away to nothing as Sasuke put in a third finger, pushing in deep, grazing a spot that caused starbursts to explode within him.

Completely extricating himself from Naruto, Sasuke kneeled between Naruto's legs and scrutinized his lover. Passion clouded sky blue eyes, face flushed and wrought with rapture, chest heaving, legs opened wide in abandon, proud length weeping in anticipation, arms bound and body pliable to his will. It was absolutely intoxicating and it was for him and him alone to see and do with as he pleased.

Placing his hands under Naruto's knees, Sasuke leaned forward and began kissing trails of fire down the withering boy's inner thighs, first one, then the other, pausing in his ministrations to nip at the sensitive flesh. Skirting around the twitching member, Sasuke moved onwards along the soft belly up to the nipples, pulling up Naruto's legs, almost folding the boy in two, before slipping the legs onto his shoulders.

Without pause or hesitation, Sasuke began to push through Naruto's entrance, drawing an anguished cry at the sudden intrusion. Despite the pain he was causing, Sasuke pushed on, dropping careless kisses where ever he could, until he was completely seated within his lover.

Sasuke began to thrust in and out of Naruto, desperately trying to keeping the rhythm slow. But the boy below him was so tight, it was almost painful, and the heat!

The next thrust hit something perfectly, drawing a keening cry from Naruto, causing him to push back towards Sasuke's thrusts, which now constantly marked his prostate. Except Naruto wanted more, but the chakra reinforced bindings wouldn't give way and his struggle against the impediment worked only to burn him.

Burying his head into the crook of Naruto's neck, Sasuke thrust in harder and faster, taking a hold of Naruto's dribbling sex and pumping it in rhythm to his furious pace. Naruto was aroused beyond words, egged on further and further to his limits by Sasuke's teasing, the double stimulation, the sensation of being filled and engulfed at the same time, quickly sent him over. Shattering into Sasuke's hands, Naruto shook convulsively, his muscles tightening, pulling Sasuke over as well, causing him to hiss as he spent himself within his lover, the pleasure racking both of their bodies.

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By some unknown law of the universe, sunlight always falls so as to cause the most discomfort to the person whose window it is falling though. Today it was Sasuke's turn. Needless to say it wasn't a good way to begin the new day and definitely not with the splitting headache that threatened to worsen as the day wore on.

Snarling in disgust, Sasuke opened his eyes, only to find himself falling into twin pools of clear blue light.

"Yo."

"Y-yo?........Naruto!!! What the fuck are you doing in my bed?!!!"

Naruto snickered at the question. "Funny you should say 'fuck.'"

Sasuke's eyes widened to saucers as he threw off the covers and jumped out of the bed. "F-f-fu-fuck?" For the first time Sasuke looked at Naruto, laying prone, wearing only a tank top, which was scrunched up to his chest, staring back at him. His left arm resting beside his head, right arm wrapped about his chest as legs lay parted, the right pulled up and leaning against the wall. It would have been a perfectly beautiful sight if it weren't for the rope burns around the wrists, fading bruises marking the tanned skin throughout, and the darker color of dried blood on his thighs. "Oh God......Oh my God!! What have I done?! What have I done?!" Shakily sitting down on the bed, Sasuke repeated the phrase over and over as he covered his face with his hands; curling his fingers, letting his nails dig into his skin, hoping the pain would help keep his sanity.

The display of panic was quite funny in a way, Sasuke was completely blowing the situation out of proportion, but for once Naruto knew better than to antagonize the other boy. Instead he forced away Sasuke's arms and wrapped his own around the trembling shoulders; nuzzling the area behind his ears, cooing comforting nothings.

"Why did you make me do this to you?" Sasuke finally broke the silence with a broken whisper.

"Huh? What are you taking about? You didn't do anything to me."

Pulling away from Naruto, Sasuke stood in his rage, towering over the other boy. "Are you blind?! What, you need a mirror?!! Look at yourself!"

"Sasuke...."

"I wanted you so badly. I lost control and hurt you!! I made you bleed!! I forced...I forced...!!" Words failed Sasuke as self-loathing filled his tear glazed eyes.

Opening his arms wide, Naruto beckoned Sasuke to him, pulling the boy to him as he hesitated, covering them both with the discarded blanket as they lay down.

"Gomen ne Sasuke. All of this is my fault...it was me who forced you into it, not you.....but I don't regret it."

"You...you don't? But- I- How can you not?! After everything I did?!!"

"I liked it."

"But-"

"Actually all through it I couldn't stop thinking whether I wanted to die from what you were doing and making me feel or to kill you for not let me touch you."

"But-"

"Sheesh!! What's wrong with you?! Read my lips...I. Liked. It. Okay?! It's only a few drops of blood! It didn't even hurt much! You are such an idiot sometimes....we've got to work on your issues!"

"Your wrists...."

Naruto gave an exasperated sigh and rolled his eyes. "You were driving me up the fucking wall! What did you expect me to do....lie still?!"

Sasuke opened his mouth to protest once again, causing Naruto to groan. "I give. I give. If you are going to be so anal about it...I'll let you make it up to me okay?"

"There's nothing I can do to make up for what I've done."

"By your standards, there is no /one/ thing....but I have more than one thing in mind."

"What do you want me to do?"

Cupping his lover's cheek, Naruto leaned his forehead against Sasuke's. "First I want you to promise something...that you'll be by my side forever and ever and love me forever and ever."

Sasuke smiled, covering the hand on his cheek with his own and kissing the palm softly. "I would do that even if you didn't want me to. I promise, but I can't forget what I did."

"Sou ka?....I think I can fix that..." Naruto grinned.

"And how's that?" Picking up the challenge, Sasuke smiled in return.

"I'm going to drive you absolutely insane, and I won't let you do a thing about it. I'm going to make you love and hate all of it to the point you want to die....just like you did to me!"

"I see...."

"Yup! And I'm gonna make you beg and cry....hey, what are you smiling at?!"

"Nothing...."

"Well, don't forget I know most of your ticklish spots.....like here." Naruto lightly touched the side of Sasuke's neck.... "And here." Moving his hands down to the other ribs he poked at them a few time... "And of course here." Finally, running his fingers down Sasuke's side, drawing a slight giggle.

"Hey, now stop that."

"Oh yeah! Make me."

An all out war broke out. Beginning with tickling and moving onto a huge pillow fight. Maybe it was going to be a good day after all...

Owari.

It's 10:24 pm Tuesday December 27, 2001 and I have finally completed the thrice damned, spawn of compete, total, and undeniable evil fic.....well, at least the sex scene!! Nyahahahahahahaha!!!!!!! It's been almost two weeks but I did it!!!!!!

Ok, so maybe I did it to just spite whatever being thought that no matter what I wouldn't be able to finish. But I did it! So there! *raspberries random ppl* It may not be good and I may not be completely happy with the results, but at least I wrote it ne?! Even though I'm quite relieved to have that last scene out of me....I'm really not happy with the work, I can visualize this fic soooooo well in my head....but on paper or at least as digital data.....it's like blaaaaaaaaaaaaah.....grrrrr....and I tried so hard!!!! (Hehehe....that's from 'In the End' by Linkin Park....Mochi-chu just loves that song!! Go dl it on WinMX or something!!) Okie.....not much to say for this....I'm gonna go try to write the 2nd sequel.....it's going be about the middle part of how SasuNaru got together.....and I've decided this is definitely going to be after Orochimaru....how long after though...I don't know....I have a silly sense of time....writing the middle last! >___<

Na, I really thought that writing the lemon part for this fic would be much easier after I wrote 'Principles of Lust' but it was still amazingly difficult! I have no idea why though....maybe cause it was kinda non-con? Or maybe cause I just don't have mentality or heart to abuse my bishies like that....oh well...

Anyhoo, c & c me......but flame me for this one and I'll send Tao Ren after ya!!! And if you don't know who Tao Ren is......go flip though Shaman King.....he's the evil looking sex bunny with the short shorts!!! Now why can't Naruto dress like that?!!! But even though Ren-sama is so drool worthy (check out his ass!!!!!) I love my SasuNaru best....followed by Yoh x Manta from Shaman King! But can you believe that the only Yoh centric doujinshi I could find was all Ami-chan and Yoh?! I can't get over it....how does a ghost and a living person do it? Don't you need a corporeal body or something....I mean Ami-chan just can't take over Yoh....as they are allies and the ones doing it too! This is a perfect example of two guys together just cause they are pretty....like Killua and Kurapika from H x H....not that there's anything wrong with that....but still a ghost x a live person?! Now if Ami-chan wanted to go at Manta using Yoh's body I could understand.....but Ami-chan and Yoh?! >_____< Either ways....Ami-chan doesn't concern me....I wanna see Yoh and Ma-chan (and of course Sasuke and Naruto) going at it like bunnies on Viagra!!!! O.o

P.S. If any of you are wondering.....that hiss is the only sound Sasuke makes.....I donno why.....but he was sooooo beyond tight lipped.....and bound, sexy, nekkid bishies just puts my uke sensors on overload!!! >__<;;;;;;

Mochi-chu (<----girl who still can't get over the dead-live thing)

Today is Sunday January 6th, 2002, approximately 7:20 pm!!! I finally finished!!! The angst has been served.....not what I wanted....but after spending this much time on it.....I do not care!!! However, I would like some c & c!! Ja!! ^____^


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